Friday, December 25, 2009

assalamualaikum everybody...

doing great or what haaaaaa?!!! hehehe...

k today im serious... im just sharing an important information.... here we go...

here's a gentle reminder...
its xmas today, Jesus' birthday as the christians say... but they actually don't have a clue if its true or not.. yet everybody knows about it...

but let us all do something better... instead of remembering people's birthdays and the holidays, lets pay more attention on the sunnah to be done throughout the islamic calender...

its 10 muharram this sunday, 27 december...
the prophet pbuh said that whoever fasts on the 10th of muharram will have his sins of the past year forgiven by Allah..

this sunnah came to be when the prophet moved to Medina from Mecca.. he saw the yahudis fast on the 10th muharram... so he asked them why... and they told him that it is a holy day in which Allah helped Moses pbuh and saved him and his companions from pharoah, so they fast on this day...

then the prophet said that muslims are more obliged to Moses pbuh and this day than the yahudis because muslims believe in Moses pbuh and his teachings while the yahudis don't...

and so the muslims too began fasting on the 10th muharram...

and as we all know.. the prophet pbuh is always doing something different compared to all the ahlul kitab to distinguish the difference between muslims and the rest of the ahlul kitab...

so one day a sahabat-whom i don't remember his name.. pardon me for not being a hafiz.. i write these at the spur of the moment-pointed out to the prophet pbuh that fasting on the 10th muharram only is what the yahudis do... so the prophet answered:"if i could then i would fast on the 9th" or as he said... meaning that the prophet would fast on the 9th and 10th together just to differentiate between the muslims and yahudis... but the prophet passed away that year and didn't have the chance to fast on these days the following year according to this sahabat...

and if we add monday to the list for the monday-thursday sunnah the better... after all.. Muharram is one of the months in which the prophet pbuh fasts in most days...

and there are scholars who said that its better to fast on the 9th, 10th and 11th together...

and in the case of choosing 2 of the 3 days mentioned, fasting on the 9th and 10th together is better than fasting on the 10th and 11th together...

so prove your love to the prophet pbuh like you said you do!

its easy to say things but not doing anything to prove what we say... right...?

so if you could, fast then.... unless those of you who couldn't do so...

PROVE OUR LOVE TO HIM BY PERFORMING THIS SMALL SUNNAH... ONE OF HIS MANY SUNNAH...

Allah knows best...

apiz fell to the samurai's sword @ Friday, December 25, 2009

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

aku adalah orang yang sedang belajar...
namun aku sendiri sedar... aku masih sama... tiada perubahan...
memang sukar untuk mempraktikkan apa yang sudah kita pelajari...
memang terlalu banyak dugaan...
apa aku sudah bersedia?

tangisan kedukaanku aku kira sudah melampaui batas...
tak ada keikhlasan ke dalam diri aku ini apabila cuba mengingati Allah dan dalam cubaanku mencapai azamku?
apa aku ni cakap tak serupa bikin?

pergilah rinduku... pergilah kedukaanku...
dan balaskan aku dengan segala yang lebih baik daripada semua ini...
sebaiknya titiskanlah airmata taubat... takut akan segala yang dah aku lakukan... takut apakah itu semua benar2 sudah aku tinggalkan dan diampunkan sudah?

bantulah aku mengikhlaskan niatku...

aku masih terlalu lemah untuk berubah

apiz fell to the samurai's sword @ Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Sunday, December 20, 2009

alhamdulillah...
segala puji bagi Allah....
aku sebenarnya kini dalam musim peperiksaan...
sepanjang bulan ini... CA dan exam terus...
andai aku lulus... aku akan mulakan perjalanan aku di kuliah pula...
subhanallah...
memang benar...
tidak ada apa yang mudah selain dari apa yang dipermudahkan Allah...
walau apa pun... aku sungguh bersyukur pada Allah kerana memudahkan aku banyak hal...
alhamdulillah...
lewat ini aku berfikir kembali.. menghitung kembali..
aku sedar... kalau aku tidak dapat melanjutkan pelajaran di sini november 2008 kelmarin...
sudah tentu aku tidak akan belajar di mana-mana lagi...
dan pastinya aku masih bersama si dia...
tetapi yang terjadi lain...

aku bersyukur dipermudahkan belajar... aku bersyukur dipermudahkan menunaikan haji pada usia yang muda ini... aku bersyukur dipermudahkan usaha aku untuk berubah... aku menghitung kembali... apa yang diambil cuma sedikit daripada nikmat yang dicurahkan padaku...

setahun lepas kini biarkan ia pergi...
ingat pada apa yang diberi dan bukan pada apa yang diambil dariku...

alhamdulillah.. sakit batuk2 pun dah berkurang...
tetapi tak dapat dinafikan adalah sukar untuk aku belajar dan dapat markah yang terbaik kerana banyak kelas yang aku tidak hadir...
tetapi tak apa... aku nak buktikan semuanya dah berlalu...

walaupun hati aku yang lemah ini sentiasa teringat kembali dan ingin membentak...
namun.. aku yang kini... hanya ada satu sasaran yang ingin dicapai...
mudah2an Allah memudahkannya juga...

okay sekarang dah muhasabah diri...
sekarang kita tengok... ada perubahan ke tidak dalam diri aku ni....

apiz fell to the samurai's sword @ Sunday, December 20, 2009

Saturday, December 19, 2009

video



this sums up everything...
it really does..
and its nice..
one of my all-time favorites...

apiz fell to the samurai's sword @ Saturday, December 19, 2009

Thursday, December 17, 2009

setahun sudah....
alhamdulillah... dah tak ditangiskan lagi apa yg terjadi serahun lepas...
walaupun ia tetap segar dalam benak fikiranku....
dah ku terima apa yang terjadi sebagai satu ketentuan untuk diriku....
mungkin juga penyelamat....

Nabi S.A.W. pernah mengingatkan kita agar jangan terlalu mencintai seseorang kerana mungkin satu hari nanti kita akan tidak berkenan padanya... dan jangan pula terlalu membenci seseorang kerana mingkin akan tiba hari dimana kita akan mencintai dirinya....

mungkin kerana satu hari nanti aku akan membencinya..
mungkin kerana satu hari nanti aku tidak sanggup dan tidak sabar...
kerana akulah yang kenal dengan diri aku sendiri lebih dalam dari orang lain...
aku memang sedar aku bukan seorang yang terlalu bersabar...
akan tiba satu hari di mana aku akan hilang pertimbangan dan aku akan rasa benci walaupun pada asalnya aku memang sanggup menanggung sesuatu hal contohnya....

jadi bila aku boleh berfikir begini dan sedar yang ini semua adalah ketentuan, sedar akan hikmah-hikmah yang mungkin tersirat di sebalik apa yang berlaku...
kenapa masih lagi mengeluh?

hahaha.... masalah hati memang terlalu kompleks... hanya pada Allah aku memohon...

hakikatnya aku tidak dapat melupakan.... namun sampai bila?
adakah keadaanku kini menunjukkan aku redha?
selagi aku tidak benar-benar redha.... hati ini akan terus tertutup....

apiz fell to the samurai's sword @ Thursday, December 17, 2009

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Rahsia Kesabaranku... -DATA-

Sayu...hilang....
Rahsiaku selamanya...
Untuk...aku terus menyintai dirimu

Aku...pendam....
Jadi khazanah semalam...
Semoga....engkau bahagia...

Setelah aku melihatmu..berubah..
Tutur ku tiada menjaga hati
Apalagi guna rahsia ini kan ku persembahkan
Ku cuba pertahankan perasaan ku
Namun kau terus menduga
Kesabaran ini
Dipersenda

Kiranya hujan turun membasahi dirimu
Itulah airmata dari hatiku
Menghitung hari hari bersama namun aku dikecewa

Andainya ada bayu membelai wajahmu
Ia membawa kata pesan dari ku
Aku kini dapat menerima perpisahan ini

apiz fell to the samurai's sword @ Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Sunday, December 13, 2009

let's update a lil...
i have been coughing non-stop ever since haji...
so its been 2-3 weeks already...
and during that time...
i also fell sick with fever and very bad headaches...
my appetite is affected and last time i checked i swear i lost some weight...
i'm skinny as i am already, underweight.. and now instead of gaining some i lose some more...

so yeah... hope for the best for me...
pray that my health improves....

ok let's continue the journey...
it was 10 of zulhijjah... i was on my way to Mina to throw pebbles at the Jamrah Aqabah...
i was seperated from everybody... and just walked... alone among the sea of people...
never stop talbiah...

and i finally reached there after walking for nearly three hours....
yup.. its one heck of a journey... and i evaded some policemen to protect the books n praying mat that i brought along with me for my stint at Muzdalifah from being thrown away...
how...? well.. only God knows... hehe...

after throwing those 7 pebbles... i went straight to Masjidil Haram which is 7 km away from the Jamrah...
so walked again... and without eating anything first i went to do the tawaf haji straightaway n sa'i haji too... it took me nearly 3 hours to complete both nusuk...
then i waited for jumaat prayers.. only after that i went to eat at Zam Zam tower...
after having my lunch i shaved my head bald and i walked to Mina... reaching there just before Asar prayer...

from that day onwards it was free and easy... no more ihram and no more talbiah... but after finishing the jamrah aqabah we only busied ourselves with takbir... and tahmid...

it was great... so the following days... as in 11,12, and 13 of zulhijjah.. we went to throw pebbles at Jamrah Sughra, Wustho and Aqabah after we heard the azan for zohor prayers...
it was a 30 minute walk from our tent to the Jamarat...
so everyday we spent 1 1/2 hours going to the Jamarat, supplicate, and back to the tent...
and while in the tent we do what we have to do as pilgrims.... just doing anything that is good...

and went to Masjid Haram for tawaf wada' on the 13th...and went straight back to Medina....

and alhamdulillah... i have completed the haj for myself...
the best thing about this is...

if i die tomorrow, i don't have to trouble anybody to perform haj for me..
so i am no longer a burden to anybody anymore now.......

alhamdulillah... it has been 2 years since the last time i asked my parents for a cent...
or buy me anything at all...
and now they really don't have anything to worry about me now that i performed haji...

except taking care of my well-being while i'm in Singapore until the day i get married...

ربِّ اغفر لِي ولوالديَّ وارحمهما كما ربَّيانِي صغيراً

O God.. forgive me and my parents.. and bless them both the way they have been blessing me with love and care since the day i was born...

apiz fell to the samurai's sword @ Sunday, December 13, 2009



Abdul Hafiz Mazelan
26th july 1988
60kg,184cm
boring
a.k.a piz, apiz, pizkek, anjang, abang, hafiz, abdul
1995-2007 Madrasah Wak Tanjong Al-Islamiah
2008-??? Islamic University Of Medina,Saudi Arabia



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